It’s Saturday and I feel like I should spend
some of my precious time here since I don’t feel like doing anything at this
moment. But I’m going out tonight to watch Fantastic Beast 2. Well tbh, I never
really watch or a never a fan of Fantastic Beast nor Harry Potter. It’s so
weird when everybody is talking about Dumbledore, Hogwarts invitation and stuff
while I’m at the corner of the world know nothing about them. Lol. And everytime
I tell people that I never watch Harry Potter, they will for sure be like, “No
way you must be joking”. Regrettably, I ain’t.
I already watched the first movie of Fantastic
Beast at home recently (glad that someone recorded the movie at home). It’s
because my man told me to watch the first one first before we go and watch the
second one so that I won’t ended up sleeping in cinema for having no clue at all.
And obviously tonight movie is his choice of movie. But since I’m up to
anything. So, I guess I shall be fine though.
And yesterday was my man’s 25th
birthday! Happy birthday! Hehe. We are also going to celebrate it tonight as
well. I bought these lovely cupcakes for him. Been holding myself back from
eating it hahaha. I can’t wait to eat them. Oh he didn’t know about these
cupcakes yet. So I’m gonna set this post to be posted around 7pm today so that
he won’t have the time to accidently read my blog and know about the cupcakes
before me. Yeah I’m such a genius #flipseverything
Excitement aside, yesterday was also my dissertation
progress presentation to the fellow panels. The presentation was during the
evening. And during the morning I spent my time meeting my supervisor, Dr
Sayang (yes her name is Dr Sayang. I sayang
my Dr Sayang hehe). My relationship with Dr Sayang has been very well this
semester. She asked about my work life. And I told her that I already quit my
job, currently jobless and browsing for another job opportunity so that I can
earn by myself at least for next month of December.
I also told her that I’m kinda depressed for
being jobless. Even though I have no serious money issues but still, I’m not
happy with my recent situation. I already got few job offers but they rejected
me because of my constraint as a student which in a month, I will need to have
about 3 days off for me to go to the campus to finish my dissertation. I never
thought that asking for 3 days off per month is too much to ask. I mean, we
have about 20 working days in a month. And I will not only be around for only 3
days. Like, I can be at work for the rest of 17 days. And it’s only for 2 months
until January 2019. But come out, it is actually not adequate to some companies
and so they moved on to another candidates.
And Dr Sayang advised me to not continue
working until I finish my dissertation, the only hurdle for me to get my Master’s
Degree. The date of our dissertation submission is on the 28th
December. Dr Sayang counselled me to free my mind from anything now and only
focus on my dissertation. And I can get my feet back to work on January. And
she also mentioned that isn’t this the perfect time for me to quit my job and at
the same being rejected by other companies? Which it might be a sign for me to
forget about others and only focus to one.
I swear suddenly everything made sense after
she said that. And yeah, I buy her advise and I’m not going to browse for any
job and stress about me being jobless at this moment no more. Unless if I get
any offer from the previous applications then I might have to consider it for
my future after my Master’s Degree. But if they are not consent with my situation
as a student, then it is what it is. I still have another big thing to
accomplish. I have about 6 weeks until my dissertation submission date. I
really hope that I can get through my dissertation this time so that I can walk
into 2019 happy and worry free. And yes! I can do this!
