The examination results are out! God knows how anxious i was before
the results. But Alhamdulillah. I swear i didn't expect to get an A- for STA765. The paper
has a total of 3 tests. The first two tests went well for me. But
during the final test, i can only answer 2 out
of 5 questions. 1 question was left blank. And the 2 other questions, i
just tembak with whatever little knowledge i had. Damn. I swear i
was so worried thinking that i might failed the paper. I even texted
the lecturer saying that if i failed the subject, kindly
please tell me what to do like extra assignments or additional test to
earn some marks so that i can pass. And the lecturer just
left my text with blue ticks. Haha. Crickets in the room. But no
lie, i was worried sick about failing the paper. Honestly because i can't afford failing any other papers especially when i'm already extending another 1 semester for my dissertation.
And
yes, i got only B for MGT790. I was expecting an A tbh because i like
the subject so much. Another crickets in the room. Lol. But it was just not my luck. But hey! It's called Examination
Results for a reason right? Because the outcome is always full of
surprises hahaha. So overall i am really thankful and happy with my results. Even though it's not that good and i believe that i can achieve better but it is what it is. And Alhamdulillah! No more sitting for exams! Yayy! One hurdle away to getting my master's degree. May Allah ease this final journey. InsyaAllah. Amin YRA! Not forgotten, CONGRATULATIONS to all my friends who completed their master's degree already by now especially to two of my best friends, Sarah Yazmin and Anis Syafiqah. They deserved this so much. I am so proud of them. Alhamdulillah! May Allah ease their future endeavors. Amin YRA!
DISCLAIMER: I am not posting this here to be proud of my so so
examination results nor being joyful of me taking another semester to
complete (God knows how it hurts). Tbh, i've been in a situation where i
was so secretive about me failing an exam paper. That i didn't feel the
ease (at all) to go to the class, resit the exam because i wanted it to
be a secret so bad. Nobody
(except my closest friends)
should ever know about it since i was so ashamed of myself. Suddenly
everything was undercovered. Trust me, i've been there and it's not
healthy. I was not happy. I keep on having paranoia attack such as; What happened if someone saw me attending to extra class? Omg my friends that pass the paper are there. Run! It was very sickening. The reason why this time, i don't want to keep it undercover anymore.
And
the other reason is, i've
always consider my blog as an open diary where i publish my thoughts
and everything. My wins and losses, my sense and nonsense. People can read them if they want. You can read them if
you want. And i know that i will read the old posts again someday in the
future in
my 30s, 40s or even 50s because that's what i did all the time to my past. And this
blog will be one of the places where i walk down
the memory lane. I want to
leave it here. And there are going to be good times and bad times. It
does for all of us. So lighten up brothers and sisters!
